my closest confidant. i didn't realize i fell for you until you left. i knew you would never love me back. but i always wondered. but then you answered my questions and that was that. but i loved u. the way you listened, the way you still hung out with me even if i didn't talk to u, even if i was having a bad day. u were always there, putting up with my bs. i got so annoyed sometimes. but i still cared. the way i looked, the way i thought, the way i smiled. it mattered. and i miss that feeling. the feeling of love.
