idk when and how it started but It did. probably the first time I heard you playing piano, probably the first time you called me cute. I hate the fact that I can't just confess everything I feel for you. I'm too scared of rejection and the thought of losing you terrifies me, sorry. i really like you, fuck. I really wish it was two-sided. please love me. it hurts when there's no notification from you, it physically hurts when you say you're sad or in a bad mood, I wish I could take away your pain. I want to give you everything, I want to make you feel happy, I want you to be happy, I want to become the small part of your happiness. maybe I am selfish but that's true. im just too scared
