i wanna make a better one. hi Sam its been about 1 day since weve seen each other and i hope ill see you in 7 hours and 30 mins. i love you and you make me extremely happy and i cant tell you that enough, you are the reason i wake up. i mean no normal girlfriend does 201 missing assignments for there boyfriend because it stresses them out. it kinda shows how perfect you are. well to me atleast. ive yet to give in to the bs my friends tell me about you. im 16 and feel like im in love. the way you hold me and tell me you love me makes a shit day go to an amazing one. i wish you didnt want to leave. you wont tell me you do i but i know you and i know you want someone else even know i cant find out who it is i know you wanna leave but you made that promise. i thank you for pitying me and caring about my feelings. if you find this tell me and just do it 81580. i expect it to go up when you want angel again. god it hurts youve chosen the dude who fucked your entire life up over me. ouch dude like really. i am useless not even my parents want me. if i left this shit town i wouldnt be missed. my friends dont check up on me anymore and your all i got. my parents scream and yell at me and my grades are destined to go back down the drain. i know your calling him because you wont call me. im sorry im not enough, i never was good enough. not even for my mom and dad. i cant keep it in anymore, im sorry. alot for a better note huh. wow. i literally cant think about you in a positive light. you cause me so much pain tonight. ive never wanted to just disappear this much. im so fucking hurt. why would you do this to me? you like seeing me in pain dont you? FUCK DUDE.