dear heaven,
you said you wanted that book type of love and everyone said thats what we had. but we kept missing each other and we both got hurt. im sorry for how im treating you right now, i see the pain in your eyes. but i know, deeply, that if i say just one word to you, ill fall all over again. you're perfect and thats the problem. ive put you through so much pain these past three years without even noticing. i dont deserve you-- you deserve better.
i hope one day, you'll find a guy that'll treat you right. i know you're overlooked by the men of our generation but thats just because they cant handle what you have to offer. you give something real-- something that'll last; and the person who is willing to take that is what you deserve.
love, j