From: ABC
To: sam
Date: November 22, 2020, 7:27 am
Well here i am typing to no one, well you did it again, i mean not yet but i feel in 8 hours ill have the break up text but while im waiting ill write this. um i didnt do anything tell you what you did wrong. i want you to change and we have dated a whole 9 times. you seemed genuine this time. your touch. your thought process, its uhhh well. beautiful. i mean even if blakes right and your playing me i guess im ok with that. coming over and holding you or you holding me just makes me happy. Your ex messaged you today. dont know what you said but if my thoughts are wrong ill see you and find out the hard way. i told my mom what happened tonight and she was upset to say the least. not angry but sad. seeing her kid get hurt again. it pains my mom to know im in love with a girl who doesnt act like she loves me. im very confused about homecoming pics. why did you let your friends belittle me. im trying my hardest to make you stay but i cant give you reasons when i know you are going to leave like you always do. then you will eventually lose your next boyfriend and come back to cause me more pain. Now to the other ending to this story.
if you are being truthful about loving me this time i love you too dork. i really am in love and i know you are up and ignoring me. you are very maniplutive but yep im crying. why do you treat me like genuine shit. god i cant even think of a better ending. im never gonna break up with you but im mad. im angry that you laughed while i was expressing genuine things i was scared about "Im NoT lEaViNg YoU" like sure you arent. but i guess ill wait. weve lasted 2 months so far so yeah sleep well i guess.