I wish we could be close again like how we used to be. I wish I could read your mind all over again and have those nights. I love you so much. It hurts. You’re someone who I never wanted to lose cause You’re my best friend. And I thought I was ready to move on. I am. But you dragged me back. Why? I don’t know if I can prepare myself again. Don’t go into the army. Don’t leave. I can’t live with the thought of getting a call. Or living in the suspense of waiting. Cause despite what you say, I will think of you even when I’m wrinkly and old. I still have so much to thank you for. And many more to apologize. If you ever by chance see this, it is for you. I want you to be happy.