From: ABC
To: Nora
Date: December 23, 2020, 5:09 pm
dear nora,
you’re a piece of shit. i used to be a happy oblivious kid with such high ambitions and you made sure i would never come remotely close to that again. you make me sick. you’re the worst person i know, you have no motivation to do anything anymore and everyone who comes into your life leaves and it’s your fault. you drive people to the edge until they have no choice but to jump. you can’t even be happy without thinking that it’s all fake and that happiness is just a distraction from reality. people like you don’t deserve to experience the joys life. you don’t appreciate anything, and then you wonder why the thought of killing yourself consumes your brain until it’s all you can think. and you sit in your room all day in a cycle that u don’t know how to stop and every time you wake up you think about how wonderful it would’ve been to close your eyes and never open them again. i bet that’d be better for everyone else too.
from older nora