Unsent Messages

Sad to say I miss you, I hoped we would've lasted but we both know that wouldn't have happened. It sucks when we make random eye contact, I wish we could just be friends but you obviously didn't want that or else we'd be friends right now. Purple was both of our favorite color and now when I see it I always think of you. I really do wish we could genuinely be back in each other lives because no matter how crappy you treated me I still really do care about you. I'd never admit that to you though because I know you would manipulate me and make me feel like crap all over again. Part of me still has love for you but the other part of me hates that the love for you is still there. You used me but since you never got what you wanted you just left. I do know that you lost a bad b ;)