Unsent Messages

you know, you're not as good of a person as you think you are. you think it makes you seem like the bigger person by trying to muddy up someones perception of someone else. its not fair lina. i know now, people have told me things about you too. everything you "know", you only know because i wanted you to. you don't know anything more than i want you to. everything you choose to act upon by overthinking, drinking, smoking, sending large paragraphs to me just like you did him is just off of things you assume. you're far away now and nothing that happens here is any of your concern. you can only just assume. also, i know that i was of some importance to you and that you thought about me often if you were so bothered by me that you decided to unfriend me. but let me just say, i'm never the problem. i'm not the reason you decide to drink yourself away at night to memories of it. only you are in control of how you react. let me ask, did you feel any better after sending that or did you just go about posting all over your stories like you do every time you're under the influence of something? see, him and i are more alike than you might think, you don't really know me. it was very selfish, rude, and inconsiderate of you to do what you did so now i have done the same. i don't ever think we will be acquainted even again so i guess this is farewell. hope you dream of me