I wish you had picked me. Why wasn't I enough for you? I'm scared I'll never be with someone like I was with you. You made me so genuinely happy, what if I can't find that again? That song that you said described us, I had to delete it off my playlist. For a time I was angry with you. I felt lied to, I felt like a lot of things went unsaid. I'm still angry. But more than anything, I wish you had picked me. I wish there was still an 'us'. I almost had someone else too, but I ruined it. What if you decide to pick me one day? I know it's not possible but you've been one of the only people I can commit too. I miss you.