you forced yourself onto me multiple times even when i screamed in pain, you showed up drunk and asked if i'd be upset if you forced yourself into me again, you left for good when i wouldn't let you continue to guilt me into letting you hurt me. i hate you, i fucking hate everyone who pressured me to stay with you, i will never forgive you for what you did and i hope you suffer as much as the pain and trauma you inflicted upon me. you were a shitty person then and you don't deserve to be happy when you won't acknowledge what you did to me. i hope you're still fucking miserable. p.s. to this day i cannot listen to the beatles because of you