Unsent Messages

Hey Emma. I fell in love with you but as a friend. I love you so much you can't even understand. We're still bestfriend but I feel like we're starting to go in different ways, and it's totally fine. But I miss you so much. I miss the way we would do everything together, we would spend every day and every weekend together. Now we hangnout sometimes and all i want to do is have a sleepover and do sh*t like we used to do. You know, go back to the old days. I feel like I dont deserve to be friend with you. You helped me to go through depression and I feel like I've never got the chance to thank you for that. I want to thank you for staying by my side even if I didnt deserved it. I want to tell you in real how much I'm thankful but I dont want you to find me weird. I dont think you will, actually. I think you'll be happy to see that you helped me. See? You're too good for this world. You went through so much sh*t and I really tried to help you. But i cant help but feel like i could have done more.
I want you to know that I will always be by your side and you can always talk to me. This world dont deserve you and I want you to know that. I love you so much and thank you for being the only hope I had left.