Unsent Messages

I think it's just crazy because we never know what's going to happen to us or where we're going to end up. There's not that much time before both of us are going in different directions forever and life will be open for any possibility to come our way. You would tell me to be excited about it and not to be afraid of it, I know you would, but I can't help but wonder where you and I are going to be as soon as we leave here and if we'll be okay. We could be anyone we wanted to be. I hope you end up exactly where you've always wanted. I hope I do too. We've had so much time to adjust and accept that we're both leaving and yet I don't think it would ever be enough. I'm never going to be ready to completely leave you behind but I think I'm only going to happy if I do. It's hard. I think it's that way because I can't remember the last time I saw you. What we said. I think it's because I never thought that would be the last time. I always was so selfish with my time with you. I always thought there would be more than that. Anyway, hope you're doing well. I know you'll be amazing wherever you do and whatever you do.