i know you are in so much pain right now even if you just laugh it off. i try my best to help by checking in, sending you videos to help you, anything. i don't know if its enough though. i dont wanna loose you. please stay strong leilani. i won't ever have guts to say it to your face but i care a lot about you and i really like you. stay. a lot of people love and care for you. i believe in you forever.