From: ABC
To: bret
Date: December 23, 2020, 10:23 am
i try not to think of you. but it happens anyways. i stay up until around 4 or 5 am thinking about the first night we hung out. and the last time we hung out. both times our faces were together, smiling. when i told myself i wouldn’t be able to see myself with anyone after u, i meant it cause i really can’t bring myself to even have a simple conversation with another guy. everything’s been so boring without u. i hope ur okay. i hope ur being safe and careful like i asked u to be. if u came back i wouldn’t block u again. i want things between us to be okay. i miss u more than i should. despite how hurt i am, i’m still waiting. i havent stopped and i doubt i will for a while. i just don’t know why u had to lie and say u didn’t. the world really did get less bright in my eyes the night i let u go. please come back.