i convince myself i don’t love you but then as soon as i hear your name my heart hurts, why is it only you can make me feel this way? i miss you, i miss your eyes , i miss your laugh, i miss your hair , i miss hugging you and feeling your warmth around me it pains me to know we may never find each other again because if i knew the last time kissing you was the last time i don’t think i would ever stopped , and i’m so sorry i messed this up and i hurt you , you’re the one thing that was worth keeping in my life and i still managed to lose you , but thank you for trying so hard - you really did show me what it felt like to be loved.