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Dear T, i hope you’re doing well. I just wanted to let you know that you made me see that i was capable of love. I mean you even made me believe that love was real. You took me out of my dark hole and made me feel again. You made me get out of bed in the mornings and made me care about stupid little things like grades and projects. You made me feel like i was normal but at the same time made me feel like i was special. You said things no one has ever said to me, i didn’t believe anyone could ever love me until you. And then you took it all back, everything from the texts to the inside jokes to the plans we had for the future. all of a sudden i was a burden, something that was in the way. And you broke my tender and untouched heart. And i will never forgive you for that, i will never forgive you for making me feel so sad and vulnerable that i didn’t even want to celebrate my birthday because i knew you wouldn’t be there. everything sounded boring without your name in the same sentence. But most of all i will never forgive you for bewitching me in such a way that i could never hate you. No matter what you do or where you are, I will always, truly love you. And my heart aches for the fact that she met you first. I hope she gives you everything and more. Love, Emily

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