i still love you. forever and always. i wish you can come back and tell me how much you miss me but i know you've moved on and probably trying with someone new but i hope in every person you see you try to find me. i miss you much. why did you leave? i needed john and you left in my darkest moments and i wish you didn't play with my emotions because i always stay up wondering if you're okay or if you need someone to talk to. i miss you. maybe you were my person but i wasn't yours. stay safe my love.