I really hope that you could see that but I’m prob gonna keep it for myself. Anyway the first moment I saw you I knew you were the guy that would make me so happy and that we would do some gigantic adventures. unfortunately any of that happened.. why? I messed up again. I didn’t shoot my chance. I stayed there doing nothing and waited for you to come. But I guess you didn’t have the same thought as me. you know I kept quiet and kept everything that I suffered inside me like always. and now I am broken because I still think of you like you were mine when in reality you’re sleeping and laughing with this other girl. I guess she’s the perfect one and I wasn’t