Unsent Messages

I hate you for finding somebody else. I hate you for leading me on for months and all of a sudden tell me that you have a girlfriend. I hate knowing that she is the luckiest girl on the planet to have you, that she will be treated like a queen just like how you treated me. I hate how she will meet your family and your dogs and experience all the greatness that is you. I hate the fact that I could never get you out of my brain and out of my life for years because you will always, no matter what happens, be in my heart. I hate to say it but I hope everything you do with her, you will think of me. Because I know everything I do with another guy, I think of you. I hope you look for me in her. I hate that I always thought of you as my soulmate but turns out you don't think the same. I hate that you are the only person that really gets me and that I can spend hours talking to. I hate you. But I can't hate you. I miss you, and I really hope you miss me too and that one day, we'll be together again. If I get a chance to be with you again, I'm never letting go.