hey, you were and are my first true (real) love. but you are a toxic mf and for some reason i can’t grasp that in my head. when you text me, call me, or even open my texts i feel special like there is someone out there who feels something for me. and i have a genuine question was all that stuff in 7th grade actual affection and flirting or were you just playing around. i remember the first time we held hands, when you kissed me (kinda) twice like it happened yesterday. those moments meant so much to me, and i wonder if they meant anything to you.?