i fucking miss you. i'm sorry for everything i said about you, i didnt mean it. i miss the sound of your voice and how you used to laugh at my stupid jokes. i miss the way you used to check up on me. you were the only one that ever cared so much, and i blame myself every single day for not realising it sooner. i hope you're happy with her and that she gives you what i never did. oh and btw, i'm still here if you wanna call me at 2am to tell me your crazy stories.