i still wonder why you left without saying goodbye. we were best friends for 4 years and you just left. it’s been 2 1/2 years since we last talked. i’ll never forget our last conversation. the one that changed our friendship. i told you that it hurt having hope that you’d ever love me the same way i loved you. to anyone that knew us they always thought we were more. it hurts when people call me what you did. you gave me my first actual nickname “kyles”. i ate that shit up, now whenever someone says it my mind drifts back to those years with you. so many things that make me who i am today are because of you. no matter how many years go by you’ll always be in the back of my mind.