though we never have truly been in a relationship I have loved you. subconsciously I knew the whole time. your the reason I believe in right person wrong time and it seems even as hard we try to not realize it or drift away from each other its impossible. though I may never be in a relationship with you I still have this feeling its gonna happen I just cant explain it. i just wish you gave me the effort now that you did when I wasn't available and in denial because now I'm not and I just want it to happen but I cant do it without you. but it's like we arent even close enough anymore where I can even tell you that, and it drives me crazy. i miss you harry, I just don't know how to get you back into my life were there's that comfort level where I can tell you that. i hope we end up eventually.
