Unsent Messages

words can't describe how much i hate you. all the time i put into our stupid friendship, that was a waste. you make me sick. the idea of you makes me sick. i hate being connected to you. i wish you were never in my life. i could have saved myself and my relationships with so many people. you never wanted me to be happy. you wanted to hurt me. you fucked me up so bad. i will never forgive you for that. I know that usually we come back to each other. but im not coming back this time. you were horrible. you were not a friend. you competed with me. it felt like a competition being freinds with you. and I will never forgive you for that. i will never forgive you for all of the pain and suffering that you have put me through. you are the worst type of person. i hope you know who this is. i hate you. with all of my heart. you ruined my life. completely. i lost myself when i was friends with you. i'm doing good now. i hope you and your stupid friend overdose or something. or your "depression" takes over. you don't deserve anything. no compassion, nothing. i hate you so much. go to hell.