not a single day goes by since january where i haven't thought about you. good or bad. but tonight is one of the bad nights. what happened to us? where did things go wrong? you were my first love and i think it's unfair to who i'm with right now. i tell myself that i let you go but a part of me still holds onto everything we had. not so that you come back, but only because you set my expectations of love, but also my worst fears in a relationship.