From: ABC
To: jack
Date: January 9, 2021, 3:29 pm
u were my bestest friend, you loved me since we were literal children. even though we're apart now and i found someone else, i still have no idea if i ever loved you the way u did me. did i love you cause i knew u liked me? because you were my first and practically ever guy friend at the time? i'm glad i found someone better than you with closer interests to me at this point. i hope you find yourself being happy in the future with whoever you find. i will forever be sorry for the way i ended things, it was the bitchiest thing i've ever done but i was too confused and annoyed to care. you look at me in a way, i have no idea if you wish to talk to me, still like me, or greatly dispise me. I'd talk to you if you wanted to but i could'nt approach u even if i wanted to, i have no idea how to start things. would i be mad if you found someone else? i dont really know, and i hope not. the way we knew eachother for so long, the way people always wanted us together, these make me think we are supposed to be together, but our interests and cares say other wise. i hope you matured over these 2 almsot 3 years