I'm so disappointed in you. I knew you'd changed but I never imagined you'd do this to us. I hope her 'beautiful spirit' is worth it. Scumbag. I just wish you'd ever been a dad to me. Why were you never there? why could I never cry to you about boys? or talk to you about anything. You broke my heart, Dad. I can't believe I ever let you call me smish. Seeing pictures of you being sweet and loving with me feels like a fiction.
Why did you never praise me? Why can't I see a father with their child in public without feeling like I cant breathe? How dare you speak about my mum the way you do? I don't know why you think you're so entitled, but you don't deserve anything from us. fuck you, 'paul'.