I decided this is the last time I talk to you, as hard as it is I can't dwell on our past, I need to move on. I once told you I would never fall in love again but I think I am and I'm hoping this is the one because God knows I can't go through another heartbreak. I hope someday you'll forgive me and I hope I'll be able to forgive myself for not having a future with you like we wanted. I wish you the best with whoever is in your future, just please never settle. You deserve so much Maya. Thank you for showing me what true, raw love was. Thank you for being my bestfriend, I believe God placed you in my life when he knew I needed you. I'll always be searching for a bestfriend like you:) You will be the person I'll tell my kids about when they ask about love. I hope all your dreams we always talked about come true for you, I really do. Take care, goodbye Maya.