Unsent Messages

you were the first person i truely opened up too, you were the first person that made me feel loved and made me feel special, i owe you everything but you hooked up with my bestfriend twice and i dont know how i can ever forgive you, you broke my heart, twice man twice. you were the first person i ever loved and the first person i ever fell in love with. you treated me like a queen and i wont ever forget that but i have to move on, i have to take myself out of the toxic relationship we were in. im still in love with you, i miss you more and more everyday, i just wanna lay down next to you in my bed and fall asleep cuddling you with my head on your chest so i can hear your heart beat rising and slowing down, i miss falling asleep while you play video games, i miss feeling the way you would touch. you are my everything and i dont think ill ever be able too get over you and tbh i dont ever want to, i cant see myself marrying anyone else but you, i cant see my self raising my family with anyone else but you, i wann grow old with you but i know that might not happen bc you might meet some amazing woman that is so much better than me in every way possible, i just wanted to say i love you, you are my everything, us against the world forever and ever my boy