From: ABC
To: Loved
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:21 am
Bruh all I want to do is be loved, it hurts me thinking that some days my insecurities love to show out and I'm not confident anymore, it hurts me to think that I can probably never even get a boyfriend. It may sound like the stupidest thing in the world to want a boyfriend and not be comfortable with being single, but if I'm 100% honest it doesn't. Seeing my friends have boyfriends or girlfriends and having people fall in love with them and them falling in love with their partner makes me...jealous, I've had only 1 really crush in my whole entire life and I've never had my first kiss, you know what I'm seen as the nobody wants girl, who would want a fight girl that is sensitive as fuck and cries over the dumbest things, for example, for being fucking single who the fuck cries over that. See when my friends think of me is as the "Always happy friend" "Oh she never cries," but then again I always do, I'm this depressed mother fucker with anxiety that just wants to be fucking loved. It's so stupid writing this letter but at least I can pour out my soul about how fucking single I am and will never find love. You may be asking, why in the fuck are you wanting to be loved at the age of 14, my ass is running low on people who love me, I want it to be shown, and I just want to be cute and be a cute ass pinterest couple:(