God... I wish you were still here. No one sits in your spot in the lunch hall. It's been a month and we all still look at your seat in silence. The school paid for your funeral, we thought it was ironic because you said it was schools fault you did it. Cas is in the hospital, he tried to follow you. We all really miss you Percy. I'm so sorry i didnt pick up the phone that night. i cant help but think that maybe if i picked up insted of saying "ill just call you back after this epidode" you might still be alive. God, please come back Percy