i hate you more than i’ve hated anything. you ruined my mom and you ruined my life. some days i wished you were dead so i could finally just live in peace. it’s a fucking shame your daughters could never see what a real man looks like. and i hate you for loving me so i feel bad about feeling this way. i know you care about me, but you genuinely ruined my fucking life and i can never forgive you. i hope someday my mom can love herself again. i hope that we can leave and take every single thing with us and you can sit in your own loneliness. you’re truly a piece of shit, and the worst part is that i can still feel bad for you sometimes. i just wish you could’ve loved my mom the way you love my sister and i