u showed me what real love was like. every second on ft felt like i was really wanted by someone, and now your gone. and i don't know where to run to for that feeling again. i now sleep it all away and pick up these habits because society tells you it will be healthy. but they don't bother to tell u about the side effects, the pain it causes, the fact that this new substitute for happiness will only be temporary and in reality, the long run means just as much or even more pain than what you even caused. it seems as if you don't care if i struggle, whether its over you or not. its only when you're hi when you begin to care.