Unsent Messages

Is it sad to say that I love you? Cause I do and we haven't even talked maybe it's not love love but it is some type of love or crush I haven't felt for any other boy or girl. What's worse is that I could have walked 20 steps knocked on your door, and asked for you to at least be my friend. It was that easy and it still might be, but I'll never know if you really like me or have wanted to be friends with me because of me. I always get a crush on someone but I never see myself with them like I do with you, I never want to stare at someone as long as I want to stare at you. That might be a little creepy but you get the point, I can't see myself with anyone else other than you. But who knows maybe this is just a longer lasting crush cause you were/ are the only boy that has talked to me for some other reason than school. I know I know that's sad, but what can I say I'm apparently not attractive to the male species. That's why I'll be fine when I see you with another girl, because we don't talk, and because of how much of a people person you are. And from what I've seen and how nice you were to me the only time we ever talked even if you only knew me as your neighbor of the sister of your classmate, I know you can have any girl you wish for (or boy I don't know :)) and if you can have anyone, why would you choose me.