I just want to feel like a fucking priority in your life. Going on 6 months and not a week has gone by where i didn't feel uneasy or upset or left thinking if any of this shit is worth it. Part of me wants to step back, show you what you'd miss if you lost me, but i wouldn't want you to feel how i feel daily. And tbh i bet you wouldn't fucking notice. thank you for barely texting me today and going to a party that i've been dreading you going to because i'm scared of what might happen. I'll be at home, next to my phone, uneasily waiting for you to respond to me.