Landon, you were smarter than everyone else kinder than everyone else and yet you still chose to love me and yet you still left on that fateful summer in 6th grade now we are both nothing in the great wide universe but sometimes I wonder if you now look at another the way you once looked at me you were my first crush my first love and yet it’s silly to think I still dwell on the past and something so silly but I hope you still think and wonder about me as I do you I miss you and I hope you found your peace I know I was not good enough for you, you got in the Harvard in the 5th grade you were on the news and were a professional smart you did everything so well you were a prodigy and I was your student you tutored me everyday and could make every word sound as sweet as maple syrup and yet you slipped out of my reach I hope you do well I know you will you are a prodigy and am just the dumb girl who sat in the back of your math class and yet I will never look at another the same it’s sad to dwell on the past so much but still with those blue sky like eyes how could I forget you I love you and hope you find someone who looks at you like I do, I love you.