hey. it’s been a while since we last talked. i hate to say this but i miss you and i took u for granted and i’m so so sorry. i’m a fucking idiot. it was u all along. why couldn’t i have realized it sooner? i spent all this time thinking it was your fault because of her, because of your idiotic attempts of making me jealous. and because of that, i wanted u to feel the same. why couldn’t we have just came to the realization that it could have been me and you. why did we have to make “us” into a game of who could make the other more jealous. if i hadn’t played along, maybe you and i would still be together. it’s my fault. i’m sorry.
