i liked you more than i have liked anyone. but you hurt me, made me question my worth because you didn't want me. you didn't care enough about me to create a relationship, only a hookup. i was nothing to you while your presence in my life meant so much to me. i hope that one day i can look back and laugh at how dumb i was for ever being upset over you. i hope that your validation no longer pleases me. i pray more than anything some days that you'd simply text me you miss me. i realize i have to move on now, it's been a year and a half and we're in the same exact position we were in then. you bring nothing to me but misery. i'm letting go now mitchell, goodbye.