i let you hurt me both physically and emotionally so you wouldnt leave. i have spent so many days of my life in hospital appointments because of the shit you did to me and i took it because i was scared youd leave me. i never even got an apology when you fractured my cocxy and told everyone it was fake. then you left anyways and all i needed was a friend. i miss you but i shouldnt. were not friends but i cant help but miss how it was when we were 14 /15 in our TW hoodies.