Unsent Messages

Hey, I wanted to tell you that I still like you even up to this day. I know it's been 3 to 4 years since we last talked Idk why but maybe it's just that I fell too hard. I'm just mad that I still feel this way even though you don't see me the same way that I see you. Every time I see you at school I still feel the butterflies in my stomach. I try so hard to seem like I don't care but it hard. Ik, it's stupid and dumb that I'm still holding on after a few years. I shouldn't have told anyone that I liked you. I should've expected that people would spread it around the school especially since our school is full of toxic people. I would have been still been friends with you if it weren't for that, unfortunately. I hated the fact that it spread around school and ik that's why you drifted away from our friendship after finding out. I also hated the fact that when people talk about me in front of you, your reaction just by hearing my name really hurts me. We never really ended off on good terms throughout the years. The vibe that you give off whenever I'm around you really hurts me deep inside. I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable around me. Hopefully, before we graduate, we can get back to being friends again or just end us off on good terms that's really all I'm asking for. That'll also hopefully take off the burden that I carry because I don't want to feel the same way I feel right now. I wish you a happy life after we graduate and hopefully, you find someone that makes you happy.