there’s a 0% chance you’ll see this so this is for me. you were supposed to be there for me. it was unhealthy and i knew that but i needed you. you abandoned me when i needed you. im alone now, do you know that? things didn’t get better, i fucking lied. i wanna call you and just scream at you. i needed you then and i need you now but i hate you with everything that i am. i love you and i also hope you go to hell