your my bestfriend and i love you but ive also had bit of a crush on u since the 5th grade . but ever since the 5th grade youve chosen my other bestfriends over me . U tell everything we hate hanging out without eachother , we talk more then we talk to anyone else and you still chose them over me i just dont get it . you think ive given up on love or dating bc of my ex but really its bc of u and constanly having my heart shatterd .