Unsent Messages

I miss you so much it physically hurts. U were my bestfriend for 7 years and now you’re gone. I think about you every single waking moment and what I’m supposed to do without you. Your family was my family and your house was my home and you were my soulmate. We were supposed to spend forever together but our time was cut short. I just want you to know that I love you so much, I always have and I ALWAYS will, even when I’m 80. You’ve given me so much, we grew together and every memory I have of my childhood involves you and that’s something I’d never give up. Now onto the world, you’re going to do incredible things and touch so many lives and bring so much joy to others the way you did to me. I will never forget you or stop loving you with my whole heart as much as I wish I wouldn’t. I wonder if u feel and think about me the same way I do about you, or if I always loved you more. You were my first bestfriend and what seems like my last one. I fear I’ll never be with anyone else the way I was with you. I’m so proud of you everyday even though you hurt me. I wish you the greatest happiness ever because you deserve it. Send my love to your whole family and tell them thank you for taking me into your home for 7 long amazing years. I’ll never forget it for as long as I live. Now it’s someone else’s turn to experience the joy and love being your bestfriend brings, they’re the luckiest person alive, and hopefully one day I’ll feel it again and the thought of you won’t break my heart and my very core.