Unsent Messages

if we are being honest, i havent felt anything in the longest time; but you are the one and only person that makes me feel something. i dont quite understand the feeling because i have never felt it with anyone else. my heart melts when i look in your eyes. when i see you all i can think is how i want to spend every second of every day with you. i get chills thinking about you. you dont know how much of an impact you have on my life. you mean so much to me. i am very scared in relationships and im scared to tell you that. i wish i could because i know you would understand. i trust you more than anyone and i did so easily. i wasnt scared to tell you anything right when we first started talking. i have been through so much and you are the person that has helped me through it all. yes, there was everyone else too, but they didnt comfort me like you. nobody makes me feel as warm as you do. when we hug i feel like nothing in the world matters. its just you and me. i love you. and i wish i knew how to show that. i dont understand emotions. its hard for me to express them. i am so sorry. i know i am definitely not the best girl friend but i try. i am sorry.