Unsent Messages

I really think you were the right person at the wrong time. I know it wasn't your fault, but I cried over you for so many nights and I hoped I would still have you as a friend when it was all over but things didn't turn out that way. I still wish we could be friends. I miss you. I have him, and he makes me so happy, but we were so close. You always said you liked me first, and I was never sure. The last time I was though, but you weren't, I don't blame you and it wasn't your fault but it crushed me. You started talking to me again out of the blue a year and a half ago, but I think it was just to end things on good terms. We had both moved on and I think we both wanted our friendship back, but both of us knew it just wasn't going to be possible. I still wish we were still friends, but I know it won't happen. I know you were going through a lot when we were friends but I hope you're through all of that now. One of your friends told me there were cuts on your wrists and I hope you're ok. I want you to know that I will always be here for you if you need me, no matter what. I'm sure you both love each other and I hope everything works out for you two. I miss you as a friend and I wish you all best. We never said we loved each other but I think we both knew.