I know it ended messy and not how it should have. we were young and messy. I wasn't too sure about anything mostly myself. In a way I wish it never happened and we were still friends. But it also changed who I am I'm grateful for that. I hope someday we can dance together again and nothings gets weird between us. Theres always something unsaid between us or maybe thats just on my part but you still mean so much to me. When I roam the city streets I still look out for you hoping we will accidentally bump into each other. Maybe we will in a few years go for a walk along the hillside with a broken bottle of wine gaze at the stars and I'll tell you how much you mean to me.