I don't know when it comes to you. I don't want to fight you and I don't want to sleep in the dirt. I need you in my life but sometimes it fucks me up. Sometimes I mess us up. I'm in my head. Sometimes I'm wrong to you. You blame yourself. I don't know what to do with you. I've never known what I've felt for you. Sometimes I can't stand you and sometimes I can't get enough of you. I never know what you feel. It's not your fault. I don't care though. I don't care about any of that. Through everything I love you. I love you so much.