i already wrote one of these. i was so over you but i guess you really do want to stay friends. when you hugged me like that, when you let me fall into your arms... it all reset. all my hatred and annoyance. how do you do that? i cant stop thinking about your warmth. i keep imagining you cuddling me like we always planned, but last time that actually happened you just told me i was stiff and not tall enough. how do i get over you? ffs we are like the least compatible people on earth! at least being with you helped me realise that i cannot be in a relationship that isnt really a relationship. i guess im a commitment person.
fuck.
i hate this.
get out of my head!