it wouldve been our 20 months today, almost 2 whole years. i dont want you back anymore and i dont find you attractive but i still think about you, and it still hurts me that youre with him. i just wish youd tell me the truth. if you just told me you wanted him the whole time then id be able to get over it, but its the fact that you deny it but continue to leave hints around that you want him. i didnt care in the past if others wanted you but its the fact that i know you want him, and theres nothing i can do about it. you broke me becase you chose him, but youll never admit it. a part of me wants you to hurt over me like i hurt over you and him so so many months. but i know you wont because you dont care. and i just wish you cared, i wish you still loved me.
